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Navigating the 2024 Dating Scene as an International Lover Girl
Dating in 2024 What an absolute horror. What’s a lover girl to do when the only offerings available range from mid-twenty year olds that love bomb and ghost, to early-fifty somethings that get so enraptured that they overspend and then blame her for it? And let’s not even mention the…
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Navigating Emotions: Finding Purpose Amidst Challenges
The good: received great news about my plan to stay here. Received my first subscriber student. Accomplished most of my tasks. Donated to Congo & Sudan, to accompany my previous donation to Palestine The bad: still submerged in the crushing guilt of finding myself. Continue to crush on people that…
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01.06
Joy: I found a new ice cream flavor (bourbon vanilla lemon lime, plus raspberries & granola I added) at the grocery store. I connected with a friend, trying to strengthen ties. I have been sticking to my media goal for a week. Overall, life personally is fine Sadness: The ice…
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He Don’t Wanna Be Saved…
The wisdom of women rap. I need to remind myself to stop making so much effort for those that have no interest in me. I look foolish and it makes me feel small Why do I allow others to hold this power of my self-worth and value? Why do I…
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New Things
I just completed teaching my first lesson on Preply Along with that, I have been working on my consistency on working on my online presence Things still feel futile, but at least I’m doing something Progress is made step-by-step
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Minor Inconvenience
The ceiling in my kitchen started leaking The person above must have a dishwasher, or something It doesn’t matter what The electricity shorted out as a result And now I’m writing in the dark On a busted laptop screen So I can’t check for mistakes And none of this matters…
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Forget Me
Landscaper, lawyer, loneliness Things are cascading around Feeling insignificant and directionless Petty for focusing on small grievances in the face of atrocities Foolish for not trying harder, for being upset about false advertising Drained, when I have no right to be At a loss for any words of value
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Exhausted
Dating D A T I N G I freaking hate it. My greatest regret as a queer woman is that I am attracted to men and that the way I have been socialized is to have a better understanding of how to attract a cishet man vs any other person…
